勾起回忆
我们的开始
是很长的 电影
放映了三年
我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾
脑海中还在寻着
望着你
慢慢忘记你
朦胧的世界
我们聊了多远
樱桃花的缺
圈着了谁改变
如果再从来
会不会少些了美
爱是不是
不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪的冲动化了
要我怎么记得
记得你让我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为你在乎
我们的开始
是很长的 电影
放映了三年
我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾
脑海中还在寻着
望着你
慢慢忘记你
朦胧的世界
我们聊了多远
樱桃花的缺
圈着了谁改变
如果再从来
会不会少些了美
爱是不是
不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪的冲动化了
要我怎么记得
记得你让我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为你在乎
**Forwarded from a circulated forward email**
One thing that Malaysia Today would like to raise is the matter of
>
Terengganu's oil royalty which we hope Mahathir will address on 28
> July.
Since the mid-1970s, Terengganu had been enjoying a 5% royalty
> on all
the oil and gas extracted in the state. That is what is
> provided for
under the Petroleum Development Act. In fact, not only
> Terengganu, but
any state in Malaysia where oil and gas is extracted
> they would enjoy
the same. However, in 2000, this royalty was
> withdrawn and converted to
Wang Ehsan (goodwill money). Suddenly, the
> RM800 million or so a year
that Terengganu was supposed to get as its
> 5% share of the oil and gas
revenue was transferred out of the state
> and into the hands of one man,
Idris Jusoh.
Malaysia was then already suffering from an outbreak of JE. But in
>
Terengganu it was JE of another kind, Jusoh Enterprise, Idris Jusoh's
>
family business. Jusoh Enterprise or JE was suddenly flush with funds,
>
RM800 million a year to be exact. Then, in 2004, Umno, under the
>
stewardship of Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, won back the state from the
>
opposition. But the state did not win back its 5% oil royalty. The
> Wang
Ehsan continued and Idris Jusoh, who now became the Chief
> Minister,
continued to single-handedly manage the fund. Even the State
> Economic
Development Corporation (SEDC) and the Terengganu State
> Economic
Planning Unit (UPENT) were left totally in the dark. One man,
> Idris
Jusoh, decided how the money was spent, and it is a lot of
> money.
> But the new Prime Minister, Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, would not
tolerate
> one man managing the state's coffers. He wanted Idris Jusoh's
hands
> out of the RM800 million a year cash box. However, to revert to
the 5%
> royalty only meant that the money would come directly under
state
> control. That would not serve their purpose. They wanted
direct
> control of the RM800 million. Now it was under the control of
the
> Prime Minister's Department but passed down to Idris Jusoh's
hands.
> What they needed to do was to get Idris Jusoh's hands out of
the
> equation.
Then Khairy Jamaluddin, Abdullah's son-in-law cum adviser, came out
> with
a fantastic new 'umbrella concept', better than even Mahathir's.
> They
wanted control of the RM800 million a year. But they did not want
> to get
it out of Idris Jusoh's hands by putting it into the hands of
> the state.
That would merely be a case of out of the frying pan, into
> the fire.
They wanted direct control of the money without Idris Jusoh
> deciding on
how the money is spent
And this is how they did it
First they appointed Wan Farid, Khairy's 'running dog', as Abdullah's
>
Political Secretary. Then they appointed Wan Hisham, Wan Farid's
>
brother, as the State Exco Member in-charge of tourism. Then they gave
>
Patrick Lim, Khairy's business partner, the sole monopoly of all state
>
tourism projects. Now the network is intact and Idris Jusoh has been
> cut
off.
Patrick Lim's job is to create all sorts of state tourism projects at
>
hugely inflated prices. He would then propose these projects to Wan
>
Hisham, the man in-charge of tourism. Wan Hisham would then pass them
> on
to his brother, Wan Farid. Wan Farid would then pass them on to
> Khairy.
Idris Jusoh would of course be left out of the loop and he
> would only
know about them when it was a fait accompli -- as the
> Malays would say,
"Nasi sudah jadi bubur."
They built 30 houses at RM1 million each on an island in the
> Terengganu
River . They launched a RM300 million a year yacht race
> called the
Monsoon Cup. Hundreds of millions a year is being spent to
> 'attract
tourists to Terengganu'. It seems this year the amount of
> Wang Ehsan has
shot up from RM800 million to RM1 billion -- so there
> is even more money
to play around with
To ensure that Idris Jusoh keeps his hands out of the cash box,
> Abdullah
himself chairs the state meetings though he is the Prime
> Minister and
not the Terengganu Chief Minister. Of course, Idris
> Jusoh, being the
Chief Minister, is allowed to sit in on these
> meetings though he has no
say on what they propose. Patrick Lim,
> though he is not in the
government, is also allowed to attend these
> meetings
Abdullah would then propose all sorts of tourism projects conjured by
>
Wan Hisham, Wan Farid and Khairy. Details are of course not discussed;
>
only the gist of things and the amounts involved. Whenever Idris Jusoh
>
raises any questions, he would be told to 'leave it all to Patrick Lim
>
who knows what to do'. Idris Jusoh is not to involve himself in the
>
details
> After awhile Idris Jusoh got quite pissed and tried to resist. One
>
project that he knew nothing about was placed before him and he was
> told
by Patrick Lim to sign the papers. But how could he sign the
> papers when
he knew nothing about it and would eventually have to bear
>
responsibility for it?
> Patrick Lim walked out of Idris Jusoh's office and phoned Wan Farid
>
who complained to Khairy. Within an hour Idris Jusoh received a phone
>
call from Abdullah who ordered him to sign the papers, which he of
>
course did straight away
> Patrick Lim's hold on Abdullah was apparent to all but somehow not
to
> Idris Jusoh. One day Abdullah visited Terengganu to chair the
regular
> meetings on how to spend Terengganu's RM800 million (which is
now RM1
> billion because of the increase in oil prices). Idris Jusoh
fetched
> Abdullah from the airport but before his car could move Patrick
Lim's
> car cut in front of Idris Jusoh's car and Abdullah got out of
Idris
> Jusoh's car and got into Patrick Lim's car. Idris Jusoh should
have
> realised then who really runs Terengganu
> Yes, RM1 billion a year is a lot of money. This money, which should
>
belong to Terengganu, is not going to the state. It is going to Wan
>
Hisham, Wan Farid, Patrick Lim and Khairy. And Abdullah chairs the
> state
meetings to decide how the money is spent. And Wan Hisham, Wan
> Farid,
Patrick Lim and Khairy help spend the money. And they spend it
> all. And
Idris Jusoh has no say in how it is spent. And if he refuses
> to sign the
papers he will get a phone call from Abdullah
> Now do you know who runs this country? Abdullah says he and not his
>
son-in-law runs this country. Idris Jusoh however will tell you that
>
Khairy runs this country. And Khairy also runs Terengganu and manages
>
its RM1 billion a year through Wan Hisham, Wan Farid and Patrick Lim.
>
And Abdullah chairs the Terengganu State meetings on behalf of Khairy
>
and according to the plan on how Patrick Lim wishes to spend the RM1
>
billion a year.
> And now do you know why Mahathir is so pissed? And he has every
reason
> to be pissed. In fact, I too am pissed. And that is why I agree
that
> Mahathir stays pissed with Abdullah and his son-in-law. The
Terengganu
> issue alone is enough for me to get pissed. And rest assured
that
> Terengganu is but the tip of the iceberg
> Yes, it is nice being able to walk in the corridors of power. And
much
> can you do when you walk in the corridors of power. And RM1 billion
a
> year is nice to manage if you have that power to do so. And when
you
> walk in the corridors of power you would of course have that
power.
Daulat Tuanku Mizan!!
O Fortuna O Fortune,
velut luna like the moon
statu variabilis, you are changeable,
semper crescis ever waxing
aut decrescis; and waning;
vita detestabilis hateful life
nunc obdurat first oppresses
et tunc curat and then soothes
ludo mentis aciem, as fancy takes it;
egestatem, poverty
potestatem and power
dissolvit ut glaciem. it melts them like ice.
Sors immanis Fate - monstrous
et inanis, and empty,
rota tu volubilis, you whirling wheel,
status malus, you are malevolent,
vana salus well-being is vain
semper dissolubilis, and always fades to nothing,
obumbrata shadowed
et velata and veiled
michi quoque niteris; you plague me too;
nunc per ludum now through the game
dorsum nudum I bring my bare back
fero tui sceleris. to your villainy.
Sors salutis Fate is against me
et virtutis in health
michi nunc contraria, and virtue,
est affectus driven on
et defectus and weighted down,
semper in angaria. always enslaved.
Hac in hora So at this hour
sine mora without delay
corde pulsum tangite; pluck the vibrating strings;
quod per sortem since Fate
sternit fortem, strikes down the string man,
mecum omnes plangite! everyone weep with me!
2. Fortune plango vulnera (I bemoan the wounds of Fortune)
Fortune plango vulnera I bemoan the wounds of Fortune
stillantibus ocellis with weeping eyes,
quod sua michi munera for the gifts she made me
subtrahit rebellis. she perversely takes away.
Verum est, quod legitur, It is written in truth,
fronte capillata, that she has a fine head of hair,
sed plerumque sequitur but, when it comes to seizing an opportunity
Occasio calvata. she is bald.
In Fortune solio On Fortune's throne
sederam elatus, I used to sit raised up,
prosperitatis vario crowned with
flore coronatus; the many-coloured flowers of prosperity;
quicquid enim florui though I may have flourished
felix et beatus, happy and blessed,
nunc a summo corrui now I fall from the peak
gloria privatus. deprived of glory.
Fortune rota volvitur: The wheel of Fortune turns;
descendo minoratus; I go down, demeaned;
alter in altum tollitur; another is raised up;
nimis exaltatus far too high up
rex sedet in vertice sits the king at the summit -
caveat ruinam! let him fear ruin!
nam sub axe legimus for under the axis is written
Hecubam reginam. Queen Hecuba.
Allow me first to apologize for this interruption, I do, like many of you appreciate the comforts of everyday routine, the security of the familiar, the tranquility of repetition. I enjoy them as much as any bloke. But in the spirit of commemoration, whereby the important events of the past, usually associated with someone's death or the end of some awful bloody struggle and celebrated with a nice holiday. I thought we could take some time out of our daily lives to sit down and have a little chat.
There are, of course, those who do not want us to speak.. Why? Because while the truncheon may be used in lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power. Words offer the means to meaning and for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth. And the truth is there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn't there?
Cruelty and injustice, intolerance and oppression. And where once you had the freedom to object, to think and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and systems of surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting your submission. How did this happen? Who's to blame? Well, certainly there are those who are more responsible than others. And they will be held accountable. But again, truth be told, if you're looking for the guilty you need only look into a mirror. I know why you did it? I know you were afraid. Who wouldn't be? War, terror, disease. There were a myriad of problems which conspired to corrupt your reason and rob you of your common sense. Fear got the best of you. And in your panic, you turned to the now ruling government. He promised you order, he promised you peace. And all he demanded in return was your silent, obedient consent.
The hope was to remind the world that fairness, justice and freedom are more than words, they are perspectives. So if you've seen nothing, if the crimes of this government remain unknown to you, then I would suggest that you allow this to pass unmarked.
**quoted and edited**
When you walk through a storm hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark.
At the end of a storm is a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark.
Walk on through the wind,
Walk on through the rain,
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown.
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never, ever walk alone.
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never, ever walk alone.
当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现 已经 失去 最重要的东西
然大悟 早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信 错的是自己
他们说这就是人生 试着体会
试着忍住眼泪 还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里
还是会想起 难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营 忘记身边的人需要爱的关心
借口总是拉远了距离 不知不觉 无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违 却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己 到底做了甚么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念 过去的一切
那些人事物 会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离 变成回忆
当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病
多久没有说我爱你?
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人?
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事 停下了脚步
就怕你不说 就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续 一切都来得及
当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息 X 2
Oh 思念是一种病
Long time didn't write anything, I am too free sitting in the office today.
Ok guys.. No more call centre for me now ( I "might" go back )..haha.
Found out that all the years I was in a MNC, and right now I am putting my ass in a super duper small scale company with the total headcount of......................5!! ya betul lima orang itu macam.
Honestly, I am not really use to it. Everything is in a huge mess BUT I don't deny the fact that right now I can sleep my way until 10am and take my own sweet time for lunch then only go to office.(Best thing is...No one give a damn).
Well, this job is sales engineer.Sales + Engineer = God knows what to do~~~~
First of all, the engineer part is ok ,shouldn't be a problem for me.The sales part is something funny. Something very new to me so I need some time to get the hang of it, and my mentor is my so call boss which is a total mess up fellow haha.
Honestly speaking, the only ppl i can't work really well with is a non organise person and my boss is exactly one of them..I dun even know I can hit my gila target figure within this 3 month,judging from the speed of the back end process and my beloved boss total chaos.(Target is 7 figure FYI and i am a bloody noob!)
Been thinking alot, anytime back to a stupid call center i can easily earn a nice handsome salary of more than the average and i know about it inside out,out inside,terbalik and terbuka..haha
Seems that all go back to the root problem..i am not doing what i want to do .THAT IS FOR SURE!! Behold of what i want to do...go join mr.alex yap aka saru kun at UK for motorsport engineering. Prospect is mclaren engine,a1 grand prix team etc etc.
Sounds good heh.....wait the cost for this is.....................
400k ringgit malaysia..blardy 400k,i sell my ass also cannot get tis much.Sob sob..
So anyone can sponsor me 400k ? You can make a person's dream come true!! In return i can give u a kiss, a hug but if u are gay , sorry i can't give u my ass..thank you